Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Neighbour next door...

Quite worried for the little boy who live next door. He is around, maybe 2-3 years old, his parents are still young, maybe around late 20's or early 30's. At first when they move in, their presence were very friendly and peaceful. But after quite a while, dreadful events of shouting and fighting occur in their house. Sometimes U can hear them screaming to each other in dialects while the little boy would cry. We thought we were the only ones realising the noise but actually the whole neighbourhood behind our block can hear it. Some of them would look up to know what was the commotion about, while some will come up to their window thinking that it was from our house. There was once that someone even call the police because it sound so horrible, she even threw a shoe out of the window, there was once traces of blood outside their house. How can the little boy handle all this? He might be having a trauma. I think that they might think it was us who call the police since we just live next door to them. Who wouldn't call the police right? We are just so scared that something might happen, and wouldn't want to regret it. But it wasn't us who called, maybe it was the uncle living downstairs. Sometimes I really pity the boy, there was once that I was watching TV and I left my door open while waiting for Fad to come. I was the only one there outside the living room while the others were all in my room so I knew what exactly happen. The boy cry out loud outside their house, which is like 1-2m from my house, the mum however was shouting out REALLY loud in mandarin. Couldn't really figure what the HELL she was shouting about but then the more she tell him to shut up the more he cried, so the mum left him outside. Can't really explain how loud she shouted, but it was like WOAHH DAMN LOUD, the whole block can hear it and some more it was just outside my house. Pity the little boy, he doesn't really laugh that much, I know, U wouldn't at all hear him laugh. And now either the man or the woman is banging on the door, maybe it is the room door or the front one, I don't know, it is vibrating my front door so U can imagine how loud it is. Somehow everytime someone move to the next house to us, bad things happen in that house.... I'll tell u more about an old couple which move into the house next to us before this little boy's family on the next post... Keep U guys in suspense...

Friday, May 20, 2005

Particular Time of Your Life

Have U ever feel unsure of something, like whether U get a good job manage to support your family? Or whether the happiness U have now will last till the end of time. Does the feeling scares U? At this part of your life U start to go back to the past and try to dig out your mistakes so that U'll be able to prevent it in the future. Well, that what happened to me. Somehow the idea of going back to the past and try to prevent it in the future seems to be bad. It makes others think wrongly about me, especially those close to my heart. Its not like I am thinking U are the same like those in the past but I am scared I might lose U because I don't want same things to happen like in the past. Then I thought if this won't work, U know like being cautious and stuff, then I just pray for the best and that things won't change between us. Even the slightest difference about someting, will already cause me to freak out. This is bad. I am like a worrier who is like a lunatic. Probably I'll end up in a mental hospital or maybe develop a brain cancer.I hope not!

Thursday, May 19, 2005

What happen from 10th to 18th of May

Currently if U not been a religiously reading my blog, I have this Courts Roadshow in Lot1 (CCK). I was positioned to sell Nikkoon phones, well that was what I am specialised in, phones. If U guys would have known right, I work in Harvey Norman but this is a roadshow by Courts, I am temporarily working at Lot1 to help out. People of Courts are nice and friendly, well not all. But these good ones have made me enjoy my stay there. I work like mostly 10am to 10pm but only certain days(after told by BOSS) I work for only 8 hours. There goes my dream to get a basic of $450 for this Roadshow. BUT its ok I am still sastified, seems like the manager is also sastified with me because she promise to give me a cook book of Asmah Laili. OK I know what U guys are thinking right, SITI is a MAKCIK! Like what the hell do I care, I love to cook. Anyway I and my mum love Asmah Laili's cooking, its kind of simple and weird in its own way. Really going to miss Nisya and the others. I will promise to visit U guys in Bukit Timah Courts k! This post is also a tribute to my ex-Sales Rep, Yuling, it's because of her that I took this job and get some working experience and learn to interact more with strangers and eventually learn the nature of humans. Sigh~ There are alot of experience in this world of a promoter. If U think that phones are not a popular buy, U ARE WRONG! It is one of the most popular there, even in Harvey Norman. My legs eventually adapted to this lifestyle of standing up. Hmmm 1 good point being put upon, that's good. Yesterday was the last day, when they were packing all the TVs and the laptops, I was sad all of a sudden, having to know May Su Mon from Nepal and stuff we talk about, so sad to be parting at this point of time. Life have to move on but I will treasure this dreadfull but fun experience in 'Ghost Town'(Lot1).

Monday, May 16, 2005

Still Jobless

I realise that I know alot of different types of people. And I realise that I am o simple yet so slacking... Is that bad? Haiz

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Birthday thingy!

http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/ to anyone who want to add that birtday thingy... this is the link. Here U go Monica. Sori I can't post it in the tagboard. I am tired and exhausted with the stupid roadshow at Lot 1. It is boring and just now got a stupid customer who really make me fed up, I better not mention before I will be pissed again! Sigh~~ My body aches from standing 10am to 10pm.. I better get through this to get my $450. Damn I have been searching for jobs and still no answer. So depressing....:(

Sunday, May 08, 2005

What is the meaning of repressed?

Your Birthdate: February 28
Your birth on the 28th day of the month (1 energy) adds a tone of independence and extra energy to your Life Path.
The number 1 energy suggest more executive ability and leadership qualities than you path may have indicated.
A birthday on the 28th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach.

Unlike much of the other 1 energy, this birthday is one that endow with the ability to start a job and continue on until it is finished.
You may prefer to use the broad brush, but you can handle details as well.
You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed.
You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?