LOVE DON'T WALK AWAY, PEOPLE DO.

Focus on the heading of this post carefully. There are different meanings and situations to use for this phrase. Example:

1) When a guy/gal thinks he/she is not in love with their partner anymore, they decided to end the relationship and so they walk away. But they do not realise that it is their decision but not his/her love for the partner, thus, love don't know how to walk away, people do. Resulting in these people to regret.

2) A guy/gal give excuses that they cannot go on with the relationship with you instead of enduring all the way to keep the love strong, most probably meant that he/she don't even love you in the first place. So they walk away, there is no love here because love don't walk away.

3) You have a decision to make. You only have 2 choices. One of it is to study abroad leaving your family and friends, while the other is to stay in Singapore and stuck with the qualification you have. If it is the first choice, it is not wrong. In this situation, you are walking away from the people you love for only a moment, but your love will stay with them, it won't walk away with you.

4) One day, your partner made a mistake and feels low about himself/herself, your partner thinks that he/she is not the right one for you. He/She believes that you deserve a better person so he/she told you that there is no future for both of you. You cried and walk away, but then even if you do, your love in his/her heart never walk away. That is why your partner still holds on to you, because love don't walk away.

This phrase probably applies to many people in the world. And maybe, there are a diversity of meanings to it for them... One thing I am sure of, all of us have felt this feeling before.

For those who are confuse to what they are feeling for their partners...

There are alot of things in life that trigger us to do things that we regret or do not wish to do to our love ones. Some people say it is probably the right thing and some people blame it on FATE. I wish to take this opportunity to say, U guys are crap! Do not blame it on fate or reality or even God.

It takes YOU to make the decision to go through the pain, love and sufferings with your love ones in the end. God is just twisting your love/life story to see what you will decide or do for the LOVE to lasts, if what you have decide to do follow his path, InsyaAllah with alot of patience things will work out well BUT if you decide to end it or "over-indulge in life", then do not blame FATE or God, it is your choice!

What is the meaning of "over-indulge in life"? It means you keep giving yourself time to waste on unnecessary things here that you have forgotten your main purpose in life here on earth. You do not spare much thought for your love ones and only think by only your own perspective. Because you want to enjoy your so called "life", you let go or "switch off" certain important things/people in your life. You talk about unnecessary things that produce empty messages to your love ones and worse, some words just hurt them, but still YOU are blinded by wanting to live in your so called "life". You only focus is to get the best out of your "life".

People say make the best of your life, but that doesn't mean you should only think of yourself in the picture, the best doesn't mean it is for you, but it is for your life... You don't own the body you have now, He do. You can't expect to run away from problems just by laughing it off with some friends, you have to face it and try to change the situation. Think about what is your priority in life, if you say it is money, think again! Money is just an important asset, when you die it means nothing to you.

In every religion they believe in karma, so whatever bad things you might have done, watch out! Bad doesn't have to mean that you have to steal or kill someone, the most simplest bad is, not realising how important the one who loves you are and disregard them. This is a fair world, there are equal sufferings and love to go around but it is up to US to choose what to do that produces these outcomes.

I think by now some people might have questions to what does the heading got to do with what I am saying. When you "over-indulge" in life and trying to get the best out of your "life", you are confuse with the feelings for your gf or bf or even family and friends, you think that you no longer need them and that you are happy to get what YOU want. This is when God will decide what FATE that shall come upon you for that decision...

I hope these words make YOU understand...

I am lost in myself

Have U ever sometimes feel soooo tired of working or certain things in life that there is nothing U can do to make yourself happy? Have U ever sometimes put soo much effort but in the end stress yourself up and screw up the whole matter? Have U ever sometimes stare into thin air and cannot wake yourself up from that moment?

At these period of time where things just went utterly wrong with myself, for example:

Music or any song cannot improve my mood. (while on the way to work or going home from work)

Swimming. (Make me feel happy just for a while)

Food just seems tasteless and I feel so tired of eating. (This is so not me)

Feel so damn sick and tired to dress up. (I am a shaggy-do-da-de nowadays)

TV seems boring and only CSI excites me. (Is it me or is it the TV)

Now I think I need some fresh air and go somewhere I can just escape from reality = sleep.