Pray for me

The situation is getting more complicated and stressful. There is nothing I can do but just continue with the usual routine of my microbacterial test, there isn't any sufficient equipment for me to follow my technique. I was trapped in this horrible disaster that I can't breathe. I really need to get out and get into NTU. No, not to school but the job offer of a lab tech there, though it is a long way to achieve what we want but I am pulling every inch of my fats into the small pin hole of hope. Ok, I think I may sound quite disgusting there but then what I really mean is I am in this shitty job that is squeezing every inch of sweat to work for them with a very low pay and now they are blaming me for their pathetic quality of bacteria control. It sux!!! For God sake, I am the Quality Control Lab Tech, when I say there is something wrong with the drink, do something about it, and don't U go blaming me as the stupid results of your pathetic drinks are entirely your fault. What may come I will bear but once I get the job of my dreams, U can say goodbye to me. Believe entirely as you may to the so called R&D Manager which don't even have any laboratory knowledge or any qualifications got to do with Science, you are endangering yourself. What does a Malt powder from USA got anything to do with a Wheatgrass powder? Ask your own self. And don't you push responsibilities to me when you know that it is your job and pretend to want to raise my pay and say good things about me. You may guess that I want to change my job but then U know I can do almost anything U tell me to do, so stop dreaming and thinking for once that I enjoy working with U. U are just making things difficult for low paying employee like us. Your pay is over 5x or 10x more than us so please reflect on what U have really done here. Stop blaming on the employee and start thinking about the people above us, like you.

What more can I cry about in this world? There is so much cruelty and disappoinment of people who we once thought would be there for us, but in the end the time will show what is their true colours. For now I hope and pray that for those who care about frienship and kindness, please don't ever take advantage of the goodness of life because U never know U might lose them. For those at the bottom, don't ever give up and those at the top don't put up your nose too high because you will go to the bottom too.

Financially tight, but my dreams are still strong and I will never give up no matter what comes. Those who care let's pray for those who are less fortunate then us, because then we know our sufferings are less painful compared to those far worse than us.