What I have commented in someones blog that was discriminating Muslimah wearing Tudungs.

Assalamualaikum wr. wb.

My dear muslim friends, don't you think that each individual have his/her own specialities/bad points? When we see someone, is not through whether they wear tudong or not, the heart that counts. Like Rini said, it is nawaitu=niat. The reason why a real person wear tudung is because their hearts are open by hidayah=blessings, the others who don't take care of this speciality will of course be in the category of munafik=hypocrites, BUT again not all are like that. You need to be in ALL kind of environments to really know a real person who wear tudong.

Anyway, there is alot of Porno videos that are protraying this so called 'Minah Tudong', how can you be so sure that this so called 'minah tudong' with her full confidence want to show the world how their wild sex life is? Do you know that those who send false statements that isn't true at all for an example like this video is such a big sin, anyway it is already a sin you people are watching it and now distributing & criticising. If you people know so much about rights or wrongs then why didn't you stop? Isn't this in the month of Ramadhan where we need to do soul searching & improve every bad points as best as possible?

It is worse if you say that you are just commenting when actually you are criticising, this statement should be put as munafik=hypocrites because a true muslim never have to say bad about another just to prove what is wrong, because what is wrong will already be proved by Allah, especially during the end of the world=Qiamat. We are just making a more big sin by circulating this video around.

So my dear friends, we should end this by saying...

Innalillah-hiwa-innalillah-hiraji'un...

Whoever have done wrong, Allah will justify not us...

Assalamualaikum wr. wb.

( Realise that I put it as Muslimah wearing tudung and not Minah Tudong? )

I got nothing to say...

When life just pulls you down and it seems so unfair, what do you do? I got nothing to say...

WORK:

Senile, silent-walk, slow-thinking, stress-developer and MAJOR-KAYPO person still here in the midst of us at work. Slowly my head gets as stress as before, I can only cry to the miserable things happening there, waiting for the right time to get out of this hell. Eventhough friends are so many but somehow every finger is pointing at me. All is my responsibility, but I think I am the worst-paid and more-work person there. Whats the use of me saying anything, it doesn't make a difference anymore, I can only hope for my future to be the best. Wish I could just get out of this... I don't even share the heartaches I am having at work with my mum anymore, there is no use saying anymore, I feel like a failure in the eyes of my parents.

FRIENDS:

I do not have time and money to go out with friends, too many things I have to think about. Though I know there are few who would not understand, its hard to explain when you are in my shoe. I have to set aside my pay for mum, engagement, bills, transport & a little portion for myself. My pay is so low, as you can see in the previous paragraph. It hurts more when friends do not understand when you cannot go out, and if can only certain times. I am already supporting myself 100% after Poly life, and if I do not have enough money for myself, I promise myself that I won't use my parents money. Most friends I know, still have support from parents so please understand my difficulties and principles. And don't say that I only go out with my BF because we don't even eat out or go out(only when we need to buy important things), he only come my house and we spent time at home with my family.

INTERVIEWS:

I went to too many interviews that I feel so horrible of myself, about 80% never even give a reply.

1) 2 different NTU dept lab tech position
2) air traffic controller @ Changi Airport
3) patient service associate @ CGH
4) Animal lab tech @ A*Star
5) Kikkoman QA lab tech
6) IRAS Tax Officer

Maybe I forget some others... haiz am I that bad?

LOVE & FAMILY:

The only thing that I am always looking forward is my love, Fadly & family. Only God knows how much they have done for me. I don't understand why friends say that I am too busy with my BF when actually I have no heart to leave my mum alone at home, plus I am saving up. It is sadder that when I am free/not free, I am forgotten. Maybe its my fault too because no one really knows what really is happening in my life except for Fad. Hope this clears everything. The reason why I wouldn't let anyone know except for Fad because I do not want to burden others, its enough that I am a failure now in the eyes of certain people.


I have got nothing to say or complain, things are happenning to me in a manner I should just swallow it in. So that is why you don't hear anything from me. You are always remembered my friends, though I know now you are busy with your life too just like me, but still I am here when you need a listening ear and advice.